For almost a year now, I’ve been praying for clarity. In intervals on repeat, it seems like, of intense desperation and moderate desire. I’ve never been someone who can make a decision half-heartedly — so when I make one, you can bet that I have fully exhausted every single alternate outcome in my mind that … Continue reading perception during pandemic. . . →

On March 19, 2019 I was in a car accident. Hit at an intersection by a distracted driver that stated "I was distracted and didn't realize it was red until it was too late for me to react." Luckily, everyone walked away from the wreck. She wasn't hurt and I only had a couple of … Continue reading Slow Down →

Dear Missing Half of Me, Dad. The person whose blood runs through me and half of me comes from. For as long as I can remember, you've been MIA. For a long time, I saw that as a blessing. Being too young to actually realize what was going on and it really just becoming my … Continue reading Absentee →

-Graduate high school -Go to college -Find significant other -Graduate college -Get married Isn't that what everyone tries for these days? Sounds like a plan right? Yeah a great one. But not the only one. I know I’m still very young, but still, people my age think it’s crazy to “want to be alone.” No … Continue reading Preparing for my Equal Yolk →

"My imperfections will never override God's promises. God's promises are not dependent on my ability to always choose well, but rather on His ability to USE well."   My whole life I have struggled with the feeling of not being good enough. Not winning or achieving enough, not experiencing enough, not pleasing other people enough, … Continue reading Enough →